That much I love him!!

If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were ...

He said  'Zin come back to me! I knew ,I was hurt you a lot, I left you alone and I made you pain, But this time I try the best I can be forever with you. I can't lose you again. Then I LOVE YOU SO MUCH'  He get to understand How much I love him Before. I gonna be worry for him all the time ..when he will leave me? .. Do he hang out with his ex-gf again  or something like that bla bla bla bla bla ??? I always think about him! I have a lot question on my mind and my brain give me order to think this one, these ones.  Can't stop thinking about him. Every Night He told me a story about the past how was he love me .. I never think that much he love me ,, He get to pain a lot for me No reason when we knew each other on the past at Thailand. Because of his brother!!!!! I will tell about his brother later.. I don't want to tell now! Because I miss him right now!! 

I always text to him with a lot of question ...Tee Ruk(My love) what u doing now?.. where u at?  what u have to do after you back ? who u gonna hang out? R u sleeping? R u finish to eat lunch ..bla bla bla bla bla bla ..???????????? I don't know why i Have a lot Question for him.. but I know one thing in my mind , I don't want to lose him again. 

He know .I gonna mad if he didn't text back or call back!! He always made me worrying and he gonna apologize me first! If i hear his voice, I don't know what going on my mind .. CAn't stop to jump in my heart :P  .

He’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me but sometimes he won’t call or text the wholeeee day. It makes me feel unloved but I don’t know how to let him know that without him getting mad. :( But I don't care why he didn't pick up my phone or text me back! I called him until he pick up my phone.

He said he doing nothing wrong and for me to stop worrying about everything. He has never gave me a reason to doubt his action but I don't know if I'm being paranoid. :( Also I have to change my mind to thinking about nonsense.

But I still Love him. If he say something about how much he love me and he apologized to me, then he give me many promise that he won't be again like it, After I heard that i can't keep my mind to mad him too long :) ..

If I never met him, I wouldn't like him. If I didn't like him, I wouldn't love him. If I didn't love him, I wouldn't miss him. But I did, I do, and I will and forever!